tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88099756407079522342024-03-13T16:23:34.273+07:00I am my SuperheroA self development and motivation and inspiration page for all of us to make us become more wonderful people in this world and face the challenge of this worldteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.comBlogger47125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-78645714664399889082014-04-11T15:58:00.001+07:002014-04-13T19:12:36.626+07:00Kesaksian dan pengharapan<div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">
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Inilah kesaksianku dan pengharapan ku pada Tuhan. Nama saya Teddy Siswoyo, kesaksian ini dimulai dari tahun 2009. Saya adalah seorang yang easy going yang menginginkan semua hal itu simple.<br />
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Saya bekerja di sebuah perusahaan IT waktu itu. Sehari-hari saya lewati dengan bahagia karena pekerjaan yang sesuai dengan hobby ku yaitu sebagai developer game atau kata kunonya itu programmer. Dan di akhir minggu terkadang kuhabiskan waktu bermain futsal atau berenang dan pada hari sabtu mengunjungi gereja dan melayani. Saat itu puji Tuhan, Tuhan mempercayakan diriku untuk melayani sebagai singer.<br />
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Kejadian ini bermula ketika di kantor, saat itu saya sedang bercanda dan ngobrol dengan teman kantorku, kemudian ketika itu dia merangkul saya dan meraba-raba punggungku. Tiba-tiba dia berkata "loh Ted, punggungmu kok ada benjolan besar ?" Saya terkejut karena tidak pernah merasa ada benjolan di punggungku. Dan saat itu pun aku berencana untuk mengunjungi dokter keluarga. Ketika selesai melakukan pemeriksaan, saat itu berita baik kudengar dari dokter yang mengatakan itu hanya lemak biasa.<br />
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Ketika mendengar itu, saya pun merencanakan untuk diet ketat dimana saat itu berat badanku mencapai 100kg. Hari berikutnya saya pun mulai melakukan dietku dengan mengkonsumsi quaker oats saja tanpa memakan apa-apa lagi. Alhasil 3 bulan kemudian, saya berhasil menurunkan berat badan sebanyak 30kg , luar biasa , itulah satu-satunya moment dimana aku bisa memakai baju size M-L haha..<br />
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Namun, aku meraba lagi dipunggungku ternyata benjolannya tidak bertambah kecil tapi bertambah besar. Saya pun mulai khawatir, di kantor temen ku bercanda dan berkata "hayo Ted, kamu udah mau mati" saya pun tertawa. Namun saat itu saya belum melakukan pemeriksaan ke dokter. Waktu terus berjalan, terkadang kakiku bisa secara tiba-tiba kehilangan tenaga.<br />
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Lama kelamaan kedua kakiku terasa seperti kesemutan dan lemah sekali, ketika mau berjalan sepertinya geli sekali kaki ini dan tidak memiliki tenaga. Di hatiku saya merasa ini pasti ada yang tidak beres. Namun saat itu saya masih ceria seperti biasa, saya masih bermain futsal. Namun lucunya ketika berlari masuk lapangan, aku tiba-tiba terjatuh namun aku masih bisa bangkit dan melanjutkan permainan. Syukurlah saat itu aku bermain sebagai penjaga gawang, saya hampir tidak bisa berlari saat itu apalagi menendang bola karena kaki saya terasa sangat lemah. Puji Tuhan saat itu aku masih bermain cemerlang. Dan inilah terakhir kalinya aku bermain futsal.<br />
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Akhirnya saya memeriksakan diri kembali ke dokter, dokter menyarankanku untuk melakukan ct-scan pada punggung di salah satu rumah sakit di Medan yaitu RS. Materna. Setelah melakukan ct-scan kami pun pulang karena hasilnya selesai pada hari berikutnya. Setelah hari berikutnya kami pun membawa hasil ct-scan ke dokter. Dokter pun melihat dan sangat terkejut dan mengatakan ini harus segera dioperasi. Ada tumor yang tumbuh melekat di tulang punggung kamu dan menekan saraf punggungmu. Itulah yang menyebabkan kakimu lemah dan pegel linu pada punggung.<br />
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Dokter menyarankan kami untuk pergi ke luar negeri yaitu ke Penang, Malaysia. Saat itu saya shock tapi mama lebih shock lagi dan hampir menitikkan air mata. Setelah itu kami pun pulang dan mulai memesan tiket pesawat terbang. Saya sangat hancur hati. Sebelum hari keberangkatan, saya pergi ke gereja seperti biasa, saat itu saya berdoa dan berkata pada Tuhan ," Tuhan apapun kehendakMu terjadilah.. Namun berikan aku kekuatan. Sembuhkanlah aku Tuhan dan pulihkanlah aku." Kemudian saat itu saya pun sharing kepada gembalaku waktu itu. Mendengar berita ini, anak2 semua merasa sangat sedih namun mereka tetap mendoakanku.<br />
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Akhirnya hari keberangkatanpun tiba, kaki ku semakin hari semakin lemah. Saat itu hanya papa yang menemaniku ke Penang, Malaysia. Saat itu kami memutuskan untuk mengunjungi rumah sakit Lam Hwa Ee. Disana kami pun menemui seorang dokter muda yang terampil yang bernama Mr.Loke. Kami pun merencanakan segala pemeriksaan ct-scan dan juga MRI. Hal yang paling susah saya lewati adalah ketika melakukan MRI, karena saya tidak bisa tidur terlentang terlalu lama dikarenakan pegal sedangkan MRI diharuskan kita untuk tidak bergerak. Saya hanya berserah kepada Tuhan, puji Tuhan saya melewatinya dengan mudah. Setelah itu saya menginap di rumah sakit karena besoknya saya harus melakukan biopsi atau pengambilan sample tumor tersebut. Saat itu pun saya tidur di rumah sakit sedangkan papa tidur di apartemen sewaan seperti kos-kosan yang deket sekali dengan rumah sakit tersebut yang namanya Mewah Court.<br />
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Besoknya saya pun mulai melakukan biopsi, hal yang saya takutkan adalah jarum suntik dan meja operasi, dan pikiran buruk yang ada di pikiranku pun terjadi saat itu. Ketika itu dokter menyuruh saya untuk tidur terlungkup. Dan satu menit kemudian, punggung saya pun disuntik obat bius untuk supaya kebas dan tidak sakit. Yang menjadi permasalah, belum bekerja obatnya, dokter sudah memotong daging yang ada di punggungku, serentak saya berteriak "aduuuhhh sakit" dokterpun terkejut dan kemudian memberikan suntikan lagi dengan dosis yang lebih tinggi, saat itu saya sudah sangat ketakutan apabila biusnya belum bekerja , namun aku berusaha tenangkan diri dan bernyanyi dalam hati lagu "Beautiful Savior" akhirnya bius bekerja, namun saya masih saja takut karena saya bisa merasakan bunyi dagingku disayat dan suaranya itu seperti "kruk kruk kretek" setelah 15 menit, biopsi pun selesai, dan punggungku dijahit kembali, dokter berkata jangan terkena air selama satu hari.<br />
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Dokter berkata, kamu boleh keluar dulu dari rumah sakit sambil menunggu hasilnya selama 3 hari atau tinggal di rumah sakit. Kami pun memutuskan untuk keluar. Saat itu kami pun mengambil kesempatan untuk jalan2. Lucunya aku terkadang berjalan dan tiba-tiba terjatuh. Saat itupun kami mengunjungi mal-mal yang ada di penang. Baru sekali aku ke penang saat itu dan akhirnya aku bisa keluar negeri setelah sekian lama haha.<br />
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Hari dimana hasil biopsi pun tiba, dokter pun berkata, bahwa ada sejenis tumor namun tidak ganas yang bernama Chondroma. Kami pun setuju untuk melakukan pembedahan. Hari pembedahan tiba, dan saya merasa sangat tegang dan takut, saya terus berdoa dan meminta kekuatan dari Tuhan. Saya pun disuntik sana sini untuk supaya saya tertidur, ga berapa lama saya pun tertidur. Dan ga berapa lama juga saya sudah terbangun pdahal operasi itu memakan waktu 8 jam. Pembedahan pun selesai, saat itu saya masih merasa ngantuk sekali karena efek obat bius yang belum habis. Saya pun tertidur lagi selama beberapa jam.<br />
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Setelah saya sadar kembali, dokter pun mengunjungiku kembali, dia bertanya ,"Gimana Teddy? Dah baikan, coba gerakkan kakimu" betapa terkejutnya diriku karena saya tidak bisa menggerakkan kakiku sama sekali. Dokter pun terkejut dan menjelaskan padahal tidak ada saraf yang terpotong dan mengatakan bahwa saya harus melakukan terapi setelah sembuh. Saat itu mama pun menelepon dan setelah mendengar kabar itu, mama menangis tersedu-sedu. Papa pun menghibur mama dan berkata jangan menangis, pasti masih bisa sembuh. Saya merasa sangat sedih mendengar bahwa mama menangis seperti ini.<br />
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Dan saya pun berdoa dan saya berkata pada diriku saya harus tetap kuat dan sukacita. Entah kenapa saat itu aku tidak merasa takut dan hilang harapan, dan saya tahu bahwa Tuhan bersamaku dan memberikanku kelegaan. Papa setiap hari memijat-mijat kakiku dan setiap hari di rumah sakit ada terapis yang datang. Pada suatu hari, mujizat mulai terjadi sedikit demi sedikit, ketika terapis datang dan menyuruh saya untuk mencoba mengangkat kakiku, ternyata ada pergerakkan walaupun sedikit, melihat itu kami pun sangat bahagia dan bersyukur pada Tuhan, saya tahu Tuhan tidak akan meninggalkanku. Sukacitaku pun semakin bertambah dan semangatku makin besar. Saya tidak merasa sedih walaupun saya tidak bisa berjalan karena saya tahu pertolongan Tuhan tidak akan terlambat.<br />
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Akhirnya setelah kira-kira 23 hari, dokter pun memperbolehkan kami pulang. Dan setelah memesan tiket, kami pun pulang ke Medan. Saat itu saya masih belum bisa menggerakkan kakiku, hanya sedikit sekali pergerakkan yang bisa saya lakukan. Saya pun duduk di kursi roda, pertama kali dalam hidup duduk di kursi roda, enak juga sih seperti menikmati perjalanan namun kasihan papa yang mendorong. Akhirnya saya pun sampai ke rumah dan bertemu mama dan adik serta abangku. Mama terlihat sedih di mukanya dan saya tahu mama pasti menangis setiap hari. Saya harus sembuh.<br />
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Setiap hari saya jalani dengan berbaring di tempat tidur dan melakukan terapi. Terapi dilakukan oleh temen papa yang sukarela membantu tanpa biaya, dialah yang setia menolongku untuk terapi. Setelah 3 bulan, puji Tuhan kaki saya mulai bertenaga dan saya sudah latihan berdiri, saat itu saya sangat semangat menjalaninya. Setelah 3 bulan berikutnya saya sudah bisa berjalan dengan menggunakan tongkat, puji Tuhan. <br />
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Setelah 1 tahun saya pun sudah hampir bisa berjalan seperti normal dan di tahun 2010 saya pun menikah dengan istriku yang selalu menyemangatiku ketika saya masih terbaring. Dan kami dikaruniai seorang anak perempuan yang luar biasa lucu dan pinter dan saya namakan Gabrielle Stella Siswoyo yang artinya malaikat pelindung. Kata orang banyak kalau orang yang sudah cedera punggung sudah susah mendapatkan keturunan, namun oleh karena kasih Tuhan yang luar biasa, kami mendapatkan seorang anak.<br />
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Kami pun bersyukur karena di tahun itu sangat banyak kesulitan, keuangan dan sebagainya, namun Tuhan masih terus menolong kami. Ternyata semua ini belum berakhir, pada tahun 2012, saya mulai merasakan pegal kembali dan ngilu dan tidak salah lagi penyakit itu datang kembali. Saya pun kembali ke rumah sakit di penang dan melakukan segala pemeriksaan. Akhirnya mau tidak mau, saya harus melakukan operasi kembali, dan hal yang paling kami takutkan adalah saya tidak bisa berjalan lagi. Dan saya pun benar2 berserah kepada Tuhan.<br />
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Akhirnya operasi pun dilakukan, setelah selesai melakukan operasi, saya dimasukkan ke ICU karena sempat koma beberapa jam, setelah saya bangun hal pertama yang saya lakukan adalah menggerakkan kakiku, puji Tuhan kakiku bisa digerakkan dan saya pun kembali tidur dengan tenang. Besoknya saya dipindahkan ke ruang pasien. Dan saya mulai latihan berjalan kembali dengan menggunakan tongkat yang mirip gantungan handuk itu. Kemudian setelah mantap, beberapa hari kemudian saya pun diperbolehkan pulang, sebelum pulang kami dipertemukan dengan seorang dokter kanker. Dokter itu berkata wah ini tumor ganas harus dilakukan radioteraphy, kami memutuskan untuk melakukannya di Indonesia untuk menghemat biaya. Saat itu kami sangat kesulitan keuangan, namun Tuhan tetap mencukupkan dana kami entah darimana saja pasti cukup, dari sumbangan saudara-saudara juga teman-teman. Saat itu dokter berkata kalau tumbuh lagi, saya sudah tidak tahu harus gimana karena saya telah membersihkan sebersih-bersihnya.<br />
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Akhirnya kami pun pulang dengan sukacita karena saya masih bisa berjalan dan operasi sukses. Setibanya di Indonesia, saya melakukan radioteraphy di rumah sakit adam malik medan setiap hari selama sebulan kecuali minggu dan hari libur, radioteraphy dilakukan sebanyak 30 kali. Saya pun melakukan aktivitasku seperti biasa membantu menjalankan bisnis keluarga. Setelah selesai melakukan radiotetaphy kami merasa sudah terlepas dari tumor tersebut. Dan kami pun merasa lega. Setelah sebulan, mimpi burukku kembali, punggung ku kembali merasa pegel bahkan lebih pegel dari sebelumnya dan kali ini mulai menyerang saraf. Saya merasa saraf saya ketarik dan merasakan sakit yang luar biasa di bagian rusuk kananku, rasanya seperti ditusuk dengan pisau, sakit sekali. Setelah satu bulan, semakin parah sakit ku sampai-sampai saya sudah tidak bisa buang air kecil lagi sehingga harus dipasang keteter dan kantong pipis. Akhirnya kami pun mengunjungi kembali dokter penang, dokter pun garuk-garuk kepala dan geleng-geleng kepala dan berkata kenapa sampai keadaan seperti ini baru dibawa kemari? Saat itu kaki ku juga tidak bisa digerakkan kembali karena sebelumnya di suatu hari ketika bangun pagi, ketika saya ingin ke dapur, kaki saya gemetar dan akhirnya terjatuh, beberapa hari kemudian kaki sudah tidak bisa digerakkan lagi.<br />
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Kembali ke laptop dimana kami bertemu dokter penang lagi. Ketika ia melihat hasil ct-scan yang kami lakukan di Indonesia, ia berkata kali ini sudah sulit dan sudah sangat sulit untuk bisa berjalan kembali, disamping itu baru saja 3 bulan dioperasi harusnya tidak boleh dioperasi sebelum 1 tahun. Saya pun merasa shock dan menahan tangis dan berusaha tegar dan berserah. Kemudian dokter menyuruhku untuk melakukan pemeriksaan MRI, lagi-lagi saya harus menghadapi mimpi burukku karena kali ini pegel dan sakit 3x lipat lebih pegel dan sakit pada punggung. Ketika saya mulai dimasukkan ke dalam tabung MRI, saya merasa sesak dan pegel pun mulai terasa dan saya berusaha untuk bertahan namun pegal yang kemudian berubah menjadi sakit itu semakin merajarela akhirnya aku menangis dan berdoa. Akhirnya aku tak kuasa menahan dan berteriak "Help Help!!!" Dokter radiology pun masuk dan marah-marah karena saya bergerak-gerak didalam sambil mengeluarkanku dari tabung MRI, saya berkata ga tahan dan akhirnya saya dikembalikan kembali ke kantor dokter saya, namun tetap kata dokter harus melakukan MRI, ketika itu saya disuntik obat bius di lengan, entah obat apaan setelah disuntik, lengan saya merasa sakit sekali dan kaku seperti habis di pukul dengan barang tumpul. Tetap saja saya tidak bisa bertahan di MRI dan dimarahi lagi "Teddy kalau kamu gerak-gerak terus, kamu ga bakalan bisa di MRI, masih banyak pasien menunggu" katanya begitu. Akhirnya saya pun diberi obat bius tidur dan saya pun tertidur dan berhasil di MRI.<br />
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Setelah itu saya pun dikembalikan ke ruang pasiennya. Lucunya saya ditempatkan diruang yang sama dengan bed yang sama. Suster-suster disana pun sampai sudah kenal dengan saya semuanya, semuanya pada menyapa "hai Teddy, u back again?" Ada kesenangan dan kepuasan tersendiri sebagai pasien. 2 hari berikutnya hasil MRI keluar, dokter pun berkata tumor yang kamu derita sekarang sudah jadi kanker ganas namanya Chondro Sarcoma. Mau tidak mau, saya harus dioperasi. Akhirnya saya pun dioperasi, tumor pun dikeluarkan. Kami diperlihatkan tumor tersebut oleh dokter, dan sangat besar ternyata, hampir mirip soccer ball atau bolanya sepak bola. Namun kakiku tetap tidak bisa digerakkan. Dokter berkata bahwa dia sudah menyerah, kalau dia tumbuh lagi, kamu harus mencari profesornya yang ada di Kuching, Malaysia.<br />
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Setelah itu, kami pulang dengan keadaan kaki ku lumpuh kembali dan saya kembali mantabkan imanku bahwa saya pasti bisa berjalan kembali. Baru berjalan 3 bulan, tumor itu kembali lagi, saat itu bulan Desember 2012. Dengan keuangan yang semakin sedikit, kami merasa tidak bisa apa-apa dan kami memutuskan untuk menjual rumah, namun rumah tersebut tidak terjual juga. Dengan uang seadanya kami mencoba berobat ke Guang Zhou atas rekomendasi saudara. Disana saya sangat menderita karena saraf ku semakin sakit dan saya tidak sanggup untuk duduk lama namun perjalanan pesawat terbang ke Guang Zhou memakan waktu 8 jam dari Kuala Lumpur. Di dalam pesawat yang bisa saya lakukan hanya menahan sakit dan terus berdoa selama 8 jam tersebut. Ditambah lagi tidak bisa rebahan di pesawat. Aku pun berserah pada Tuhan. Akhirnya saya berhasil melewatinya. Dan saya tiba di Cina , Guang Zhou. Kami bertemu relasi paman yang ada disana. Dia menjadi tour guide kami disana. Dia juga yang membantu kami mencari rumah sakit yang terbaik disana. Disana saya sempat mencicipi makanan disana, lumayan enak dan ada makanan berupa cabe berukuran besar yang digoreng dan rasanya unik, pedas dan asin. Disana porsi makanan mereka ternyata mengerikan, bagi mereka 2 piring nasi mereka sama dengan 1 piring nasi kita. Dan akhirnya kami mengunjungi banyak rumah sakit, banyak dokter yang mengatakan tidak sanggup. Badanku terasa sakit dan cape dan akhirnya kami menemukan satu rumah sakit yang dimana dokternya mengatakan sanggup pada awalnya. Dan saya pun menginap disana. Rumah sakit disana aneh, semuanya harus dibayar haha.. Bahkan baskom yang dipake untuk cuci muka juga harus dibayar sewanya. Suster disana tidak akan mengurus hal lain selain yang berhubungan dengan medis. <br />
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Saya pun menunggu keputusan dokter, anehnya dokter kembali bimbang dan berkata ini sangat sulit dioperasi dan ia akan meminta profesornya untuk membantu, kami menunggu berhari-hari disana untuk kehadiran dokter, tagihan sudah membengkak. Di sela sela kekawatiran ada berita baik bahwa rumah kami yang dijual sudah disetujui pembeli, puji Tuhan, Dia menolong ketika kami bingung darimana lagi untuk mendapatkan uang untuk operasi. Kami pun merasa lega dan kami pun melanjutkan menunggu dokter. Beberapa hari kemudian, profesor dokter pun datang, awalnya dia berkata susah untuk dioperasi, bisa sih tapi biaya nya mahal. Kami mulai curiga karena ada berbau ekonomis pada dokter ini. Dan saat itu kami menanyakan kira-kira berapa biayanya. Dan dijawabnya kira2 600 jutaan belum biaya lain2 . Gila!! Pikir kami ini bisa mencapai 1 M dan hasil operasi nanti pun hanya 50%. Akhirnya kami memutuskan untuk pulang. Dan berencana untuk ke Kuching, Malaysia.<br />
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Akhirnya kami pun berpamitan dengan relasi yang ada di Guang Zhou dan berterima kasih pada mereka karena telah meluangkan waktu. Kami juga sangat bersyukur sampai saat ini Tuhan begitu mengasihi kami dan mengirimkan banyak orang untuk menolong. Dan kemudian lagi-lagi saya harus berjuang menahan rasa sakit di pesawat. Hampir saya pingsan karena sakit yang luar biasa pada punggung dan saraf pada rusuk kanan dekat dada. Namun saya bisa melewati itu semua bersama Tuhan. Dan akhirnya dengan susah payah, sampailah aku di Indonesia. Kami mengontact dokter di penang untuk disambungkan ke dokter di Kuching. Dokter Wong Cun Ciek, seorang spesialis tulang belakang yang cukup terkenal di Kuching dan di beberapa kota di Indonesia.<br />
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Akhirnya kami pun berangkat ke Kuching. Sesampainya disana, kami dijemput ambulance dan dibawa ke rumah sakit pemerintah kuching, kalau disana namanya rumah sakit kerajaan kuching. Disana sangat ramai sekali, dan segala sesuatu harus dalam antrian, bahkan operasi juga harus menunggu antrian. Kami menunggu disana melakukan ct-scan dan x-ray , syukurlah tidak ada MRI kali ini. Kami menunggu seminggu masih belum mendapat giliran operasi dan ternyata kami tidak diizinkan untuk dioperasi di sana karena warga negara asing. Akhirnya kami dipindahkan ke rumah sakit lokal, sayang sekali padahal disana lebih murah biayanya tapi apa boleh buat, kami pun dipindahkan ke rumah sakit lokal yaitu KPJ Specialist Hospital dimana kepanjangan KPJ itu adalah Kuching, Penang, Jakarta. Yah rumah sakit ini merupakan kerjasama antara 3 kota itu. Dan akhirnya saya pun bertemu dokter Wong. Dia menyapa saya kemudian mengajak papa dan mama ke luar. Entah apa yang dibicarakan, setelah selesai mereka juga tidak mau memberitahukan apa yang terjadi. Ternyata apa yang dikatakan dokter adalah ketika dulu , dia juga pernah menangani hal serupa namun pasiennya meninggal karena pendarahan. Dan dokter khawatir pada ku karena bisa mengalami pendarahan dikarenakan efek dari radiotherapy yang menyebabkan sel-sel di punggung menjadi mati dan apabila dioperasi takutnya darah tidak bisa berhenti. Hal kedua yang dia takuti adalah darah bisa kemasukkan virus dan ini sangat berbahaya karena bisa menuju otak. Operasi ini antara hidup dan mati, apakah kalian siap? Papa dan mama mendengarnya pun merasa sedih, dan sebelum operasi, kami terus berdoa bersama. Saya berkata pada Tuhan, apapun yang terjadi kehendakMU lah yang jadi. Saya menghibur mereka dan berkata semua akan baik-baik saja. Aku tidak akan semudah itu mati. Karena saya tahu saya masih memiliki tugas yang harus saya lakukan untuk Tuhan. Dan akhirnya saya menandatangani surat persetujuan operasi.<br />
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Dan kami terus berdoa sambil menunggu hari operasi. Dan saat operasi pun tiba, tepatnya tanggal 31 Desember 2012. Operasi ke-4 yang harus saya jalankan. Saya pun digiring ke ruangan operasi, seperti di film-film, saya melihat detik-detik terakhir wajah ortu sebelum masuk ke ruang operasi hehe. Didalam lagi-lagi saya harus antri tapi ga berapa lama saya sudah masuk ke ruangan bedah, saya melihat banyak dokter dan suster berjalan kesana kemari sambil mempersiapkan peralatan operasi. Ga berapa lama, tiba-tiba seorang suster memasangkan masker oksigen yang rupanya adalah obat bius, dan saya tahu sekali kalau sebentar lagi saya akan ga sadarkan diri, saat itu air mata ku menetes namun saya merasa damai sekali, saya berdoa dan berkata pada Tuhan," Bapa sebentar lagi saya akan tidur, apa yang akan terjadi kuserahkan semuanya padaMU ya Bapa." Akhirnya saya pun tak sadarkan diri. Ga berapa lama yang ternyata lama yaitu dari pukul 12.30 sampai 21.30 saya dioperasi. Memakan waktu yang lama karena dokter membuang tumor tersebut dan membuang tulang yang dicurigai markas dari tumor tersebut dan memasang implant tulang pada punggung saya. Serta memasang selang pada paru-paru dan punggung.<br />
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Wah ini salah satu momen terberat dalam hidupku, setelah selesai dioperasi, saya dimasukkan ke ICU, perjuangan dan penderitaanku dimulai, saya sangat susah bernafas dikarenakan selang yang dipasang pada paru-paru, setiap menarik nafas pasti terasa sakit dan saya hanya bisa menarik nafas pendek dan bisa dikatakan nafas yang sangat pendek. Saya melihat sekujur tangan dan punggung penuh selang dan infus serta darah di tempat tidur yang masih belum sempat dibersihkan karena baru saja keluar dari kamar operasi. Saya tidak bisa bergerak sama sekali, rasanya mau mati saja karena sakit sekali diseluruh tubuh dan punggungku. Ditambah lagi paru-paru sakit. Tujuan pemasangan selang di paru-paru adalah untuk mengeluarkan darah kotor yang diakibatkan operasi yang ada pada paru-paru. <br />
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Setiap 6 jam saya hanya diperbolehkan disuntik morfin sekali, tapi saya tidak tahan dan merengek pada suster untuk diberi lagi suntikan morfin yang tujuannya untuk menghilangkan rasa sakit. Akhirnya saya diberikan juga suntikan tersebut. Saya tidak boleh diberikan minum walau saya merasa sudah sangat haus dan rasanya seperti kekeringan di padang gurun. Karena jika diberikan minum, pasti akan muntah dan itu sangat berbahaya. Jadi suster membasahi bibir saya dengan tissue yang dibasahi air, yah lumayanlah. Akhirnya saya tertidur namun sering terbangun karena haus dan sakit, kasihan juga susternya terbangun terus dan harus begadang, tapi saya salut akan dedikasinya dan kesetiaannya dalam menjaga pasien dan tidak mengeluh sekalipun. <br />
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Pagi pun tiba, ortu dan adik pun datang menjenguk selagi saya masih tertidur, saat itu istriku tidak datang karena harus menjaga si kecil Gaby. Dokter juga berkunjung dan berkata sudah boleh dipindahkan, tapi kami meminta 1 hari lagi di ICU supaya lebih stabil. Di hari kedua, saya sudah diperbolehkan minum tapi sedikit-sedikit, hanya sebanyak tutup botol air mineral. Saya bersyukur pada Tuhan karena Dia memberikan badan yang kuat untuk melewati semua ini. Di hari ketiga, akhirnya saya dipindahkan ke ruang biasa. Kondisiku masih belum fit, paru-paru terasa sakit dan tidur tidak bisa nyenyak karena nafas bisa saja tiba-tiba berhenti ketika tidur dan terbangun sambil kaget menarik nafas, istilahnya lupa ambil nafas. Di sebelah tempat tidurku ada 2 tabung dimana darah kotor ditampung dari selang yang tersambung di paru-paruku dan punggung dan setiap tabung itu penuh harus diganti. Ketika diganti yang baru itulah sakit pada punggungku datang, rasanya perih sekali dan seperti terbakar, ketika baru saja diganti tabungnya, darah-darah yang banyak keluar ke tabung tersebut dan hampir penuh. Saya merasakan sakit yang teramat dalam, sambil meminta morfin tapi tidak diberikan lagi karena sudah terlalu banyak diberi dan bisa menyebabkan ketagihan. Akhirnya aku menahan sakit tersebut sambil berdoa. Di hari berikutnya aku diharuskan menjalankan terapi walaupun masih terasa sakit dan sulit bernafas. Dan saya dipaksa duduk, hampir pingsan rasanya karena susah bernafas karena sakit pada paru-paru dan sesak nafas, wajahku pucat ditambah sakitnya punggung dan saya berusaha mengambil nafas. Tujuan dari duduk ini adalah untuk mempercepat keluarnya darah kotor pada punggung dan paru-paru. Akhirnya 5 menit saya duduk, saya ditidurkan kembali, rasanya mau mati sakitnya haha..<br />
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Malam harinya ketika saya tidur, saya diganggu oleh roh-roh jahat, ketika saya menoleh ke kiri yaitu jendela, saya melihat mayat-mayat kemudian mayat itu melihat saya sambil melotot. Saya langsung memalingkan wajah dan ketika saya menoleh kembali kedua kalinya, saya melihat lagi mayat lain melotot padaku, sekali lagi saya memalingkan wajah sambil mengucek mata dan menoleh kembali, kali ini mayat itu sangat deket dengan mukaku melihat saya sambil melotot, kaget saya dan memalingkan wajah sambil berkata dalam hati, "Enyah kau di dalam nama Yesus" langsung ku menoleh kembali, dan tidak ada lagi penampakan aneh itu. Namun sangat sulit sekali saya tidur karena sering terjadi nafas berhenti ketika terlelap. Di hari-hari berikutnya kondisi saya sudah mulai membaik dan melakukan terapi di atas tempat tidur setiap hari namun sering sekali saya tidak terapi karena kondisi yang tidak fit. Di suatu malam aku bermimpi aneh sekali, saya dibawa di sebuah goa, disana ada 3 patung dewa yang belum pernah saya lihat, kemudian banyak pemujanya datang menyembah dan anehnya mereka juga menyembah diriku. Dan kemudian datang seorang paman yang mirip sekali dengan pamanku dan berkata, "sembahlah dewa ini dan kamu akan sembuh dan orang-orang ini akan menyembahmu seperti dewa" langsung saya menolak dan berkata, saya hanya menyembah Tuhan Yesus, tidak ada Allah lain selain Dia. Setelah mengatakan itu, langsung saya pun terbangun dan saya menceritakan pada mama. Mama berkata itu 3 patung yang ada di salah satu tempat ibadah yang namanya ini ini dan itu. Mimpi yang aneh tapi saya bahagia di dalam mimpi pun saya masih tetap bisa setia pada Tuhan. Puji Tuhan.<br />
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Di hari berikutnya badan saya sudah semakin fit dan akhirnya dokter Wong pun datang berkunjung dan menceritakan kepada kami bahwa operasi ini berhasil dan mengatakan sungguh ini merupakan campur tangan Tuhan, ketika saya melakukan pembedahan, itu seperti ada seseorang yang menggerakkan tanganku untuk membedah. Dan luar biasanya saya tidak mengalami pendarahan, dari awal dipersiapkan 8 kantong darah dan berpikir bakal kurang ternyata hanya dibutuhkan 5 kantong darah. Darah ku bersih, tidak ada virus sama sekali. Praise the Lord. Dokter Wong juga adalah seorang yang percaya pada Tuhan Yesus. Sungguh mujizat terjadi. Mendengar itu, saya merinding akan kebesaran Tuhan.<br />
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Hari demi hari dilewati akhirnya setelah 2 minggu, selang paru-paru dilepas, aku merasa ngeri ketika dokter menarik selang di paru-paru, terdengar suara "serrrr seerrr" ga seberapa sakit sih tapi geli saja rasanya. Menunggu saya benar-benar kuat memakan waktu yang lama 45 hari di rumah sakit, dana hampir habis waktu itu, kami kebingungan mencari dana tapi puji Tuhan, Tuhan selalu mencukupkan, salah satu paman ku membantu dana. Akhirnya saya pun pulang ke Indonesia.<br />
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Kami merasa sangat bersyukur karena bisa melewati semuanya. Setiap 3 bulan sekali, saya melakukan check up x-ray dan hasilnya cukup memuaskan dan tidak ada indikasi tumbuhnya tumor tersebut. Di tahun yang baru tahun 2013 dengan harapan baru, saya terus melakukan terapi pada kaki dengan melakukan latihan berdiri. Pada awalnya saraf pada kaki sangat sensitif, jika diketuk secara tiba-tiba, dia akan melompat dan membengkok. Namun lama kelamaan semakin bagus perkembangannya, kaki sudah mulai bisa merasakan sedikit. Akhirnya masuk ke tahun 2014. Pada awal bulan tiba2 saja punggung mulai terasa pegal dan saya konsultasikan pada dokter, dan melakukan kunjungan ke kuching kembali sambil sekalian membawa nenek untuk operasi lutut kaki. Namun dokter berkata susunan tulang bagus semuanya. Pegel yang dirasakan karena adanya pergeseran implan tulang didalamnya disebabkan karena masih belum tumbuh tulang baru pada implan tersebut disebabkan radiasi yang dilakukan tahun 2012. Mendengar itu kami merasa lega dan kami pulang dengan perasaan puas. Dan saya meneruskan terapi saya. <br />
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Bulan Februari 2014, ketika saya terapi latihan berdiri, pegel tak tertahankan melanda punggungku dan sesak serta kepala bagian kanan terasa sakit sekali. Tapi saya terus berusaha melakukan terapi.<br />
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Bulan Maret 2014, ketika terapi kembali, kali ini saya mengalami pegal dan kesulitan bernafas yang luar biasa, saya hampir pingsan saat itu. Ini pasti ada yang tidak beres pikir kami. Ketika berbaring, pegel yang sama seperti dulu datang. Akhirnya kami pun konsultasi via web chat, mirip skype. Saat itu dokter berkata kemungkinan baut yang ada pada tulang belakang sudah mengalami kelonggaran dan menyarankan untuk melakukan ct-scan di bagian punggung dan paru-paru. Hasil ct-scan pun keluar, dan di laporan tersebut ditulis adanya massa berukuran 13cm x 10cm x 12cm dan massa itu adalah chordoma. Saya mulai terpukul dan mulai google di internet apa itu chordoma dan ternyata memang tumor itu telah kembali. Kami sangat sedih mendengar itu, tumor kali ini mulai menekan pembuluh darah (yang menyebabkan sakit kepala), menekan saluran kerongkongan (yang menyebabkan susah menelan makanan) dan paru-paru (yang menyebabkan sesak). Mama sedih dan selama 2 hari menangis. Saya juga ikut merasakan kesedihan.<br />
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Saya tahu dibalik semua ini, Tuhan punya rencana yang besar bagiku. Saya mulai menyelidiki diri dan hatiku sendiri. Mungkin Tuhan ingin saya lebih dekat lagi padaNYA dan saya akhirnya menaruh segala pengharapanku pada Dia. Saya mulai mendekatkan diri lebih dalam lagi pada Tuhan. Setiap waktu punggungku selalu merasa pegal dan ngilu tak tertahankan. Setiap pegal itu datang, saya seperti ikan yang kekeringan. Saya tetap berseru pada Tuhan bahwa Dia baik dan berkuasa atasku. Aku tidak akan goyah dan tidak akan gentar. Tim besuk dari gereja mengunjungiku dan mendoakanku serta temen CG (connect grup) juga datang mendoakan. Pada hari minggu, mujizat mulai terjadi ketika istri dan anakku Gaby dan mama serta temen istriku mendoakanku supaya Tuhan menunjukkan kuasaNYA kepadaku. Saat itu saya senang melihat Gaby sudah bisa mendoakan papanya, dia menangis ketika mendoakan ku, saya percaya Tuhan selalu mendengarkan doa anak kecil. Kami bersama-sama menyanyikan lagu "Mujizat itu nyata" dan istriku mengurapi seluruh tubuhku dengan minyak urapan. Puji Tuhan setelah didoakan, pegel dan ngilu itu sudah tidak terasa lagi dan ketika menyentuh punggung saya, benjolan sudah mulai melembek. Saya memutuskan untuk tidak operasi lagi, karena yang saya butuhkan adalah dokter sorgawi yaitu Yesus. Pada tanggal 26 April 2014 ini saya akan menghadiri KKR kesembuhan. Dan saya percaya dan mempertaruhkan imanku bahwa saya akan sembuh total dan bersaksi untuk kebesaran Tuhan Yesus.<br />
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Untuk itulah saya mohon dukungan doa dari temen-temen dan kerabat untuk mendoakanku. Kami tidak butuh bantuan dana atau apapun , hanya sebuah doa tulus yang terus menerus. Semakin banyak yang mendoakan , akan lebih dashyat kuasanya. Untuk itu saya mohon bantuannya untuk mendoakan saya dan mengirimkan pada orang-orang disekitarmu supaya mereka juga ikut mendoakan sambil pada saatnya berita kemenangan akan disebar luaskan bahwa Yesus adalah Tuhan yang berkuasa.. Terima kasih telah membaca jalan hidupku. Tuhan Yesus memberkati selalu.<br />
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Love,<br />
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Teddy</div>
teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-85134518458295416652014-04-04T09:34:00.001+07:002014-04-04T09:34:07.846+07:00Doa dalam kesesakan<div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'>Aku, aku bukanlah siapa-siapa. Aku hanya seorang pendosa.<br/>
Aku, aku bukanlah apa-apa. Aku hanya sampah buangan.<br/>
Mengapa Engkau mencampakkan aku dalam ketidak berdayaan?<br/>
Engkau berkata tidak akan pernah meninggalkanku, mengapa?<br/>
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Tuhan, aku tahu aku bersalah, aku berdosa.<br/>
Elakkanlah hukumanmu yang maha dashyat daripadaku.<br/>
Sebab hatiku gentar, lututku gemetar tak berdaya.<br/>
Tuhan, mengapa tidak Engkau ambil saja nyawaku?<br/>
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Aku sudah lelah, aku sudah letih, hatiku sesak.<br/>
Bebanku berat, aku merasa tidak berguna.<br/>
Engkau tahu aku percaya padaMu, luputkanlah aku daripada kemarahanMu dan hukumanmu kelak.<br/>
Sebab Engkau Tuhan yang maha besar dan berkuasa.<br/>
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Kasihanilah aku Tuhan, lepaskanlah aku dari amarahMu.<br/>
Lihatlah aku yang tidak berdaya ini Tuhan.<br/>
Sampai kapankah harus kujalani segala ujian dari padaMu.<br/>
AnakMu ini sudah tak berdaya lagi Tuhan.<br/>
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Biarlah hanya dari mulutku keluar puji-pujian bagiMu ya Tuhan.<br/>
Engkau tahu aku mengasihiMu Tuhan.<br/>
Maka tahirkanlah aku dan sucikanlah aku.<br/>
Angkat aku kembali ya Tuhan dalam kesesakanku.<br/>
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Namun aku tetap bersukacita, aku masih bisa berpengharapan padaMu.<br/>
Oleh sebab itu, aku tahu Engkau tidak meninggalkanku.<br/>
Aku bersorak-sorai karena aku mengenal Engkau.<br/>
Tuhan Yesus yang terkasih, aku tahu akan datang pertolonganMu.<br/>
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Kuatkan aku untuk menjalankan ini semua.<br/>
Berikan aku kesempatan baru.<br/>
Kita kalahkan dunia ini bersama.<br/>
Seperti dulu.<br/>
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Ya Bapa ku di sorga, walau aku divonis kembali akan kanker akut.<br/>
Aku tidak akan goyah, aku tidak akan takut.<br/>
Sebab aku tahu Engkau sendiri berkata "jangan takut".<br/>
Dan di dalam injilMu juga engkau berkata 365 kali "jangan takut".<br/>
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Kuatkanlah papa dan mamaku.<br/>
Beri mereka penghiburan.<br/>
Supaya mereka selalu berpengharapan pada Engkau Yesusku.<br/>
Jangan biarkan mereka bersedih, berikanlah mereka penghiburan.<br/>
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Kuatkan istri dan anakku.<br/>
Beri mereka penghiburan.<br/>
Beri mereka kekuatan dan berkat dari padaMu.<br/>
Kupercaya padaMu Tuhan, kami lebih dari pemenang ya Tuhan.<br/>
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Kupercaya Engkau Tuhan yang tak pernah gagal.<br/>
Aku berserah padamu Tuhan.<br/>
Ku tahu rencanamu tidak akan gagal.<br/>
Kunaikkan pujian hanya bagimu Tuhan.<br/>
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Beri pengharapan bagi orang-orang sakit dan beri mereka kelegaan.<br/>
Hiburkan mereka, ingatkan mereka bahwa mereka tidak sendiri.<br/>
Isi kekosongan dalam hidup mereka yang kesepian.<br/>
Yesus Kau lah anugrah terindah dalam hidup kami.<br/>
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Yesus Kau terbaik.<br/>
Yesus Kau termanis dalam hidupku.<br/>
Yesus Kau menara dan benteng hidupku.<br/>
Yesus Kau yang terbaik.<br/>
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Terimalah doaku ini ya Tuhan, terimalah doaku ini, dengarkanlah doaku, dan sembuhkankah aku ya Tuhan karena hanya padaMU ku berpengharapan. <br/>
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Di dalam nama Yesus aku berdoa. Amin.<br/>
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Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell?<br />
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Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says?<br />
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Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says?<br />
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Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God)?<br />
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Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?<br />
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Isn't it funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace?<br />
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Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week?<br />
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Isn’t it funny how you shout and act in a baseball game but feel shy to sing and praise God in a church?<br />
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Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them?<br />
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Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me?
Timothy Williamsteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-40226570309473961382012-07-17T16:01:00.000+07:002012-07-17T16:02:53.957+07:00Jadilah Pohon yang Besar<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b><i>"Karena bagi pohon masih ada harapan: apabila ditebang, ia bertunas kembali, dan tunasnya tidak berhenti tumbuh." (Ayub 14:7).</i></b><br />
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Hidup adalah sesuatu anugrah dari Tuhan, dan suatu rancangan yang indah dari Tuhan..<br />
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Kita diciptakan di dunia ini untuk menghiasi dunia ini seperti indahnya
tanaman-tanaman yang sering kita lihat di mana kita berada.<br />
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Di akhir zaman saat ini dimana kasih semakin dingin, kita sebagai
manusia harus lebih lagi mendekatkan dan berdoa kepada Tuhan. Supaya
iman kita semakin kuat dan semakin teguh di dalam Tuhan.<br />
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Ketika saya membaca kitab Ayub, Roh Kudus memberikan ku sebuah rema
dalam hati, sehingga ingin kubagikan kepada saudara-saudara terkasih..<br />
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Jika kita melihat sebuah pohon yang besar, dan berhenti sejenak
dibawahnya sambil menarik nafas, kita akan merasakan sejuknya udara
disekitar. Dan jika kita memandang pohon tersebut, kita bisa merasakan
indahnya daun-daun,ranting-ranting dan batang pohon yang berdiri kuat
itu.<br />
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Dalam hidup kita sebagai orang kristen, kita harus belajar dari pohon
yang besar kuat itu dan juga kita harus menjadi seperti pohon yang besar
dan kuat tersebut.<br />
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Kita harus menjadi seperti pohon yang kuat dimana kita bisa menopang
orang-orang yang membutuhkan terang, bagi orang-orang yang belum
diselamatkan, dan kitalah yang nantinya akan menjadi teladan dan
penopang anak-anak rohani kita, bukankah kita semua akan menjadi kepala
dan bukan jadi ekor? Oleh karena itu jadilah pohon yang kuat untuk
menjadi pelindung untuk anak-anak rohani kita seperti halnya seorang
bapa yang melindungi anaknya<br />
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Selain itu kita juga harus menjadi seperti daun-daun pohon yang indah.
Sebagai orang kristen yang diberi tugas untuk memuliakan nama Tuhan,
sudah seharusnya kita menjadi contoh untuk orang-orang disekitar dan
menjadi terang dan teladan yang indah bagi mereka, sehingga mereka bisa
melihat kemuliaan Tuhan di kehidupan kita. Dan untuk itulah kita hidup,
memuliakan Allah kita.<br />
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Kemudian kita juga harus memiliki iman yang kuat seperti pohon tersebut.
Di dalam kehidupan kita pastilah terdapat banyak gesekan-gesekan,
masalah-masalah, namun apakah kita harus memilih untuk diam dan menyerah
saja?<br />
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Pohon yang ditebang itu kita ibaratkan sebagai masalah dalam kehidupan
kita. Terkadang apa yang kita miliki, harta, kecantikan,ketampanan,
jabatan dan sebagainya. Terkadang semua itu hilang seketika seperti hal
nya pohon yang ditebang. Dalam sekejab segalanya hilang seketika.<br />
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Seringkali ketika kita mengalami hal itu, kita merasa segalanya telah
hilang dan segalanya serasa sia-sia. Hidup memang keras, kita tidak bisa
memprediksikan apa yang terjadi. Tapi marilah kita menjadi pohon yang
tidak menyerah, walau pohon tersebut ditebang, dia tidak akan mati namun
dia akan tetap tumbuh dan tumbuh dan tidak menyerah..<br />
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Pohon tersebut masih tetap hidup dan tidak akan mati karena ia masih
memiliki akar. Akar tersebut kita definisikan sebagai iman kita, jika
kita masih memiliki iman yang teguh, maka kita akan tetap bertumbuh dan
makin kuat dan berbuah lebat..<br />
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Pohon yang ditebang tidak akan tumbuh menjadi pohon yang sempurna dalam
waktu sehari dua hari tapi membutuhkan waktu. Pada awalnya dia akan
seperti sebuah tanaman yang jelek karena sudah ditebang. Jika tumbuhan
bisa berbicara, mungkin kita akan mendengar celaan dari tumbuhan lain
kepada pohon yang telah ditebang ini. Ini membicarakan kehidupan kita
ketika kita jatuh atau tertimpa masalah, orang-orang disekitar kita akan
mencela kita dan mengejek kita (ayub 2:9) tapi marilah kita meneguhkan
iman kita dan tetap berpegang pada Tuhan.<br />
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Memang tidak mudah tapi percayalah kepada Tuhan Allah kita yang
senantiasa memelihara kita dari bayi rohani sampai dewasa, dari akar
pohon sampai menjadi pohon yang kuat. Janganlah menyerah seperti pohon,
walaupun kita selalu dilanda masalah, selagi kita memiliki iman yang
teguh pada Tuhan Allah kita, kita akan tetap tumbuh dan kuat seperti
pohon yang besar dan indah. Semuanya menjadi indah pada waktunya.<br />
(Penkhotbah 3:11)<br />
Janganlah kuatir akan kehidupan kita karena Tuhan lah yang akan merawat
dan memelihara kehidupan kita..lihatlah pohon-pohon di hutan belantara,
adakah manusia yang menyirami mereka setiap hari? Tuhan lah yang
memelihara mereka..<br />
(Petrus 5:7)<br />
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Saudara-saudariku marilah kita bertekun lebih lagi dalam doa untuk kemuliaan Bapa di Sorga..<br />
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Tuhan Yesus memberkati<br />
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<b><i> jadilah pohon yang akan selalu tumbuh walaupun ditebang berkali-kali
walau butuh proses tapi segala sesuatu indah pada waktunya..(Ayub 14:7)</i></b>teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-30970075398200571962011-09-02T09:57:00.000+07:002011-09-02T09:57:18.178+07:00Dota 2 Gamescom Trailer and gameplay<b>DOTA 2 trailer and DOTA 2 Gameplay</b><b> released </b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><b>What does a hero truly need? </b></span><br />
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Speaking about <b>hero </b>it must be all about game.Speaking about game, it's must be all about <b>DOTA 2</b>.<br />
Fans can't wait longer to wait the game being released so the <b>Valve</b> make the trailer for all of <b>DOTA</b> fans... in this trailer, there're many heroes in the previous <b>Dota games</b>. Nice <b>trailer</b> indeed and it makes our heart pounding and feeling like that we can't wait for it any longer. Dota is a popular game that was made by Icefrog using <b>Warcraft III</b> game..<br />
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The custom map by Icefrog make a big breakthrough. This game is very popular until Valve make the decision to make it's own standalone game without using <b>warcraft</b> again to play it, and now it will be released soon "<b>DOTA 2</b>" and I present you the trailer of <b>DOTA 2</b>.. enjoy<br />
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<b>DOTA 2 trailer</b><br />
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<b>DOTA 2 Gameplay highlight</b><br />
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</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Hello All, from this blog I just want to ask you around if one of you have a talent in <b>Graphic designer</b>, If you do and if you interested, I want to have a join venture with you in developing game... You'll be the <b>Graphic designer</b> (designing the character, background , etc) for further information please comment here and tell me how to reach you...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
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</div>teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-35722392522179976382011-03-05T12:02:00.001+07:002011-03-09T10:01:27.263+07:00Success came from mind<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjl-U4QFXoUzEZQbQEyT_Qp-JpRDZRfJb7ztPgYtNKyQWyYEKxTExXWzhMro_XZac2JhCeIdRRBpAE6tdPU2J9Jcn8_o7ca0ejC07YG-4PN_ExuCgGq8qtWgjD1K4JBjgrsPmFpHz49m0Q/s1600/pain-relief-using-the-mind.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="319" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjl-U4QFXoUzEZQbQEyT_Qp-JpRDZRfJb7ztPgYtNKyQWyYEKxTExXWzhMro_XZac2JhCeIdRRBpAE6tdPU2J9Jcn8_o7ca0ejC07YG-4PN_ExuCgGq8qtWgjD1K4JBjgrsPmFpHz49m0Q/s320/pain-relief-using-the-mind.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">If you think you are beaten, you are.</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you think you dare not, you dont</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you like to win, but you think you cant, it is almost certain you wont</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you think you lose, you're lost</div><div style="text-align: center;">For out of the world we find</div><div style="text-align: center;">Success begins with a fellow's will</div><div style="text-align: center;">It's all in the state of mind</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you think you are outclassessed, you are</div><div style="text-align: center;">You've got to think high to rise</div><div style="text-align: center;">You've got to be sure yourself</div><div style="text-align: center;">Before you can ever win a prize</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Life's battles dont always go</div><div style="text-align: center;">To the stronger or faster man</div><div style="text-align: center;">But sooner or later</div><div style="text-align: center;">The man who wins is the man</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>WHO THINKS HE CAN</b></div>teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-3423361258812044702011-02-14T12:17:00.000+07:002011-02-14T12:20:55.838+07:00What Does LOVE Mean?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a2a2a; font-family: Tahoma, Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"></span><br />
<pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Tahoma, Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: normal;"><pre style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center; white-space: normal;"><b>What Does LOVE Mean?</b></pre></span></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3SSUQbE-jsNGZG6G3uUPtyyJUV5rfXA4Vpl4sgxHPEB5oRhYyjbI8jJ6OZriGZN0gBIcFklDnP7AhgVLBo7CUgGI415AI-qnA2M7zKZL1v6UXhq9dW2h_OrdTHijlk_quh9bsG3kIa_k/s1600/kids1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3SSUQbE-jsNGZG6G3uUPtyyJUV5rfXA4Vpl4sgxHPEB5oRhYyjbI8jJ6OZriGZN0gBIcFklDnP7AhgVLBo7CUgGI415AI-qnA2M7zKZL1v6UXhq9dW2h_OrdTHijlk_quh9bsG3kIa_k/s320/kids1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">This is from a widely circulated email where the source is unknown:</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "<b>What does love mean?</b>" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: </pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's <b>Love</b>."
Rebecca - age 8 </pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"><b>When someone loves you</b>, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love is when</b> a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is what <b>makes you smile</b> when you're tired."
Terri - age 4</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is when you <b>kiss all the time</b>. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss."
Emily - age 8</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"If you want to <b>learn to love</b> better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
Nikka - age 6</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"My mommy <b>loves </b>me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5
"<b>Love </b>is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"I know my older sister <b>loves </b>me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"When you <b>love </b>somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you"
Karen - age 7</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"<b>Love </b>is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">"You really shouldn't say '<b>I love you</b>' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8</pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">And the final one -- Author and lecturer <b>Leo Buscaglia</b> once talked about contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. (Now this will melt your heart.) </pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;"></pre><pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal;">The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, <b>"Nothing, I just helped him cry."</b></pre>teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-24232990235511376192010-12-17T12:38:00.000+07:002010-12-17T12:38:51.702+07:00Famous People Quote<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/12/famous-people-quote.html" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0tqvJ8MDgcxLE2CdzhJkTzK1pW6ppT8cB6JwWG59ZWV1ykgKQ-LblYpQPaQvMNCsqpizNlyeAlVGQ9J6kj3b_9S0PQRcRAdC13_cQumHwjMS2ckL7H7uYJ0u-FSEA_1V71BbB17-Qoeo/s320/work-hard-quote-small.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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<b>Zigziglar </b> : Your attitude, perspective, outlook, how you feel about yourself, and other people-determines you priorities, actions, your values..."<br />
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<b>John C Maxwell</b> : Major barriers to successful planning: fear of change, ignorance, uncertainty about the future, & lack of imagination.<br />
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<b>Ian Vail </b>People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did but people will NEVER forget how you made them feel.<br />
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(<b>Prov 16:7</b>, The Message) When God approves of your life, even your enemies will end up shaking your hand. <br />
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<b>John C Maxwell</b> : If the leader can't navigate the people thru rough waters, he's liable to sink the ship.<br />
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<b>Johann Herder</b> : Without inspiration the best powers of the mind remain dormant, they is a fuel in us which needs to be ignited with sparks. <br />
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<b>Rick Warren</b> : It's HOW u live,not HOW LONG that matters; the donation of ur life,not the duration. U choose to waste, spend,or invest time<br />
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<b>Joyce Meyer</b> : If you will make the decision that you don't mind inconvenience or interruption, then God can use you.<br />
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<b>Buddha </b> : In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins - not through strength, but through persistence.<br />
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<b>Ogden Nash</b> : If you don't want to work, you have to work to earn enough money so that you won't have to work. <br />
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<b>Isaac Bashevis Singer</b> : If you keep on saying things are going to be bad, you have a good chance of becoming a prophet. <br />
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<b>John C Maxwell Law of Process</b> : Most people overestimate the importance of events & underestimate the power of process.<br />
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<b>Thomas Dewar</b> : Minds are like parachutes - they only function when open.<br />
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<b>Cecil Mille</b> : The person who makes a success of living is the 1 who sees his goal steadily and aims for it unswervingly <br />
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<b>Leroy Eims</b> : A leader is one who sees more than others see, who sees farther than others see, & who sees before others do.<br />
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<b>Peter Drucker</b> : The most effective way to manage change is to create it. <br />
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<b>D. Eisenhower</b> : You do not lead by hitting people over the head — that's assault, not leadership.<br />
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<b>Michael Jordan</b> : Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.<br />
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<b>Ed Young</b> : Creativity: God invented it. Jesus modeled it. And the Holy Spirit empowers it!<br />
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<b>John Maxwell</b> : A great leader's courage to fulfil his vision comes from passion, not position.<br />
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<b>Zachary Scott</b> : As you grow, you'll find the only things you regret are the things you didn't do.<br />
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<b>Chinese Proverbs</b> : If you get up one more time than you fall you will make it through.<br />
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<b>Ed Young </b> : Don't try to be someone else. You be you! Because if you aren't you, there will be a hole in history, a gap in God's creative order.<br />
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<b>Winston Churchill</b> : A fanatic is one who can't change his mind and won't change the subject.<br />
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<b>Harry Kemp</b> : The poor man is not he who is without a cent, but he who is without a dream.<br />
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<b>George W. Carver</b> : Ninety-nine percent of the failures come from people who have the habit of making excuses.<br />
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<b>Jeffrey Rachmat</b> : Reputation is when you take care of your job; character is when you take care of yourself.<br />
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<b>Albert Einstein</b> : Example isn't another way to teach, it is the only way to teach.<br />
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<b>Jeffrey Rachmat</b> : To know God is to know yourself because you were created in His image.<br />
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<b> Rocky Balboa</b> : Life is hard and cruel, he will always trying to beat you, you will lose, you will be beaten by it, you will fall. Hear this, A winner is a man who is beaten, fall and lose, but he will rise up and try again. But a lose always try to find other peoples mistake or always finding someone to blame forteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-84729305104612412682010-12-04T13:59:00.000+07:002010-12-04T14:25:34.240+07:00Blind Pianist Girl - Yoo Ye Eun<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/12/blind-pianist-girl-yoo-ye-eun.html" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGwskZfyQMZskRMGvAg3YC7gMl7MRf3iRjUAlc5kQ1Aj7wB0tj_O2ISTVVIZdNdzY4qxSFnhVveYXG2VjkzT3JCfagOz03qH8W_aa7C8JdRMxLcQybLUWp-MHwwpGn2OBKGOqoFlaTj18/s1600/ye_eun.JPG" /></a></div><b><br />
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<b>You are born to be loved</b><br />
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<b>Yoo Ye Eun</b>, a korean blind pianist girl is a trully blessed little girl that sent from GOD, although she is blind, she got a very amazing talent in herself. Her great talent is playing piano since she was 3 years old. <br />
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When I watched her video, I don't know why my tears are flowing out and when she sing a song with a title <b>You are born to be loved</b>. A little biography from her, is that she is being adopted by her parents... She was dumped by her real mother because she is blind, and until now nobody know where is her mother now. <br />
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Then a very big heart Mom adopted her.. Her mother always sing a song for her when she is a little baby until 3 years old, she try to play a piano. With her <b>great talent</b>, she can play a tune that her mother sing, whatever song is it, she can directly play it and follow it directly on her piano. Not just that, she have a nice vocal too, she's like a little angel that GOD sent to this world to remind us that whatever condition that we have, there's always a <b>positive thing</b> inside us. <br />
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God always create peoples with a balance. But many peoples only <b>judge by the book cover</b> only, we don't know what is in the future till we face it. I myself is very salute to <b>Yoo Ye Eun</b><br />
From Yoo Ye Eun then many artist invite her to play a piano for them while they are singing.<br />
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We all are <b>born to be loved</b>, don't waste people around us. Don't leave them when they are needing you, don't leave them when they are in a bad condition, they need you! because they are <b>born to be loved</b> too<br />
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Now, let see around you if there are peoples who need your love... Love them, like you love GOD <br />
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God loves you, <br />
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<b>You are born to be loved</b><br />
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<blockquote>"You were born to be loved<br />
Within your life, you’ve been receiving His Love<br />
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The Love of God has began since creation and has connected with us through our fellowship<br />
Because of your existence in this world, we share this great joy among us<br />
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You were born to be loved, even now you are receiving His Great Love"</blockquote><br />
below is the video <br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">Don't teach your son that <b>power</b> and <b>might</b> is all above</div><div style="text-align: center;">Teach him to <b>love</b> and to accept himself willingly</div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">Don't teach your son to pursue <b>honor</b> and <b>power</b> </div><div style="text-align: center;">Teach him to pursue love and <b>wisdom</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't disalow your son to cry, don't tell him that a men should not <b>cry baby</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">Teach him to know and accept his feeling, that tears is a <b>beautiful gift</b> from GOD</div><div style="text-align: center;">So he will learn to not to frustated by his emotion</div><div style="text-align: center;">And when he is adult, he will learn to live his life completely.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't teach your daughter how to became <b>beautiful</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">but teach her <b>how to love</b> and how to accept herself completely</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't teach your daughter how to please a man</div><div style="text-align: center;">but teach her <b>how to please GOD</b> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't disalow your daughter if she loves to jump, run, and climb</div><div style="text-align: center;">If she like to travel and playing with tools, don't you force her to sit quietly and calm</div><div style="text-align: center;">because she want to become a freeman...and don't you destroy her curiousity that GOD gave to her</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Fill your home with love</b>, wisdom not a wealth, body beauty, title, and power</div><div style="text-align: center;">Share with your son and daughter, a beauty feeling to enjoy a morning sunrise</div><div style="text-align: center;">a warm feeling when we holding a sand</div><div style="text-align: center;">a butterfly romantic feeling perch on the flower</div><div style="text-align: center;">a sweet <b>sound from raindrops</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you want your son worship diligently </div><div style="text-align: center;">Bring the <b>existence of GOD</b> in yourself</div><div style="text-align: center;">You can't force him to worship because he don't understand what you are worship for</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you want your son to <b>love a knowledge</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">Show him the feeling to learn more and more</div><div style="text-align: center;">Your advice won't make him to read, because he never see you enjoying books</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you want your son to have a full love</div><div style="text-align: center;">Show him your love to him and to each other</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just a word of love can't make him to love if he can't feel a love from you</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">For your son, you are an example to him,</div><div style="text-align: center;">He don't needs many words nor a million advice</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you want your son to live in your expectation,</div><div style="text-align: center;">You must show him what you are expect</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>God bless you</b> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<b>Nobody is perfect</b>, nobody is the strongest, nobody is the richest, nobody is the poorest, it is only the people perspective.The most important point is how people <b>finish strong</b>, how is the people ending, happy ending? or sad ending?<br />
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Being rich, perfect, strongest is not guaranted you to be the best forever, it is too if you are poor, sad, depressed, it is not forever.. It's your choice to choose wether you want to be happy or not. Life is a choice.. for me "<b>I want to be happy</b>, <b>and I'm happy</b>!", I'm not a rich people, I have a debt, even sometimes I don't have money to buy a food. I'm not a perfect people, I'm not a handsome man, even now I must using a stick to walk because my foot disability, but I'm happy! I'm thankful what I have now, I have a beautiful wife, and soon I'll become a father :) It's a choice to choose whether you are happy or not.<br />
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I learn a lot from many strong peoples in this world, on of them is <b>Nick Vujijic</b>, his most inspiration word for me is "<b>There is a bitter and better</b>, it is your choice to choose" if Nick choose a bitter about his condition, then he will have a bitter life, he'll never give hopes to many peoples, he'll become a desperate people, but now look at him, he choose a better way, and now he become famous, he help many peoples who lost hope, who lost their confident, who live in sadness, he teach us how to thankful to God... for me, I have a thought that "What I'm now is not what I am in future" it will be better :)<br />
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so my friend, choose a better way, and finish Strong! here's <b>Nick vujijic video</b>, hope that you too can finish strong..<br />
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<blockquote><b>Happy is my right</b>, no one can take my happiness except me, so I will take a happy way</blockquote><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">But sometime it's hard to choose our path and we say,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">"God, would you mind leading the way?"</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">He said "<b>believe in Me</b>,okay?"</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">"Okay", I said</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">But,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">The way He choose is so different, </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">from that we thought before.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Sometimes,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">it feel so scary and impossible to get through.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">But,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">He knew that we're afraid,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and He hold our hand, </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and never let go nor let us down.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">So, </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Even with eyes closed,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">we pedalling back,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and let everything in His hands.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">At Last,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">when we open our eyes,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">He took us to the destination,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">which one far more beautiful than we thought before...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><b>Thank You Lord</b>...<b>Haleluya</b>! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">(<b>Jeremiah 29:11</b>) </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Believe in God,whatever happened to You, just believe that He'll never leave you... He's always hold you, you just need to open your heart to Him..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><b>God bless you all</b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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<ol><li><b>Faith </b>is the ability to not panic.</li>
<li>If you worry, you didn't <b>pray</b>. If you prayed, <b>don't worry.</b></li>
<li>As a <b>child of God</b>, prayer is kind of like calling home every day.</li>
<li>Blessed are the <b>flexible</b>, for they shall not be bent out of shape.</li>
<li>When we get tangled up in our problems, <b>be still</b>. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot.</li>
<li>Do the math. <b>Count your blessings</b>.</li>
<li>God wants <b>spiritual fruit</b>, not <b>religious nuts</b>.</li>
<li>Dear God: I have a problem. It's me.</li>
<li><b>Silence </b>is often <b>misinterpreted</b>, but never misquoted.</li>
<li><b>Laugh every day</b> -- it's like inner jogging.</li>
<li>The most <b>important things</b> in your home are the people.</li>
<li>Growing old is <b>inevitable</b>, growing up is optional.</li>
<li>There is no <b>key to happiness</b>. The door is always open. Come on in.</li>
<li>A <b>grudge </b>is a heavy thing to carry.</li>
<li>He who <b>dies </b>with the most toys is still dead.</li>
<li>We do not remember days, but <b>moments</b>. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your <b>precious moments</b>.</li>
<li>Nothing is <b>real </b>to you until you experience it; otherwise it's just hear say.</li>
<li>Its all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be sure to <b>flush </b>when you are done.</li>
<li>Surviving and living your life successfully requires <b>courage</b>. The goals and dreams you're seeking require <b>courage and risk- taking</b>. Learn from the turtle, it only makes progress when it sticks out it's neck.</li>
<li>Be more concerned with your character than your reputation. <b>Your character is what you really are</b>, while your reputation is merely what others think you are.</li>
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by: Nancy Chessher - Dade City, FLteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-27405010883835569992010-08-26T12:32:00.000+07:002010-08-26T12:32:27.142+07:00Success comes from ActionIt's been a long time since my last post, now I'll starting to blog again :D<br />
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Today I will post about animation which made by <b>Adcom</b>.. this is truely great video, and for you people who always doubt in yourself, don't doubt it but just take the action, we'll never now the result until we try it. Just <b>believe</b> in yourself ...<br />
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<b>Success</b> is measure in action not by the wealth... Success is made not come itself to us. So go out there and take action... :) <br />
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<b>Creativity</b> starts from <b>BELIEF</b><br />
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enjoy..<br />
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Hello there, I would like to introduce my game company "<b>Maximize Games</b>". Our company developing casual games, which sold to many famous publishers on the web. Until now, we have created four games. They are <b>Pet Playground</b> , <b>2 Tasty </b>, <b>Overweight</b> and the newest one is <b>Seawise : Untamed legacy</b>. <br />
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Maximize Games is the brand new place to get the latest trend casual game, fun for everyone! We focus on delivering quality games with compelling graphics and better gameplay experience than ever..<br />
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We have a page too in facebook, please press "like" button, if you like it :) <br />
below is the snapshot of our games<br />
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<b>Pet PlayGround </b> <br />
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<b>2 Tasty </b><br />
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<b>Overweight</b><br />
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<b>Seawise</b><br />
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And the last game Seawise is a hidden object game, and now it's been released the beta and we are seeking for beta tester :) if you are interested in it, please comment here and press the like button on our facebook fan page below here<br />
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<a href="http://maximizegames.com">http://maximizegames.com</a>teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-52996489464149139532010-06-15T08:49:00.000+07:002010-06-15T08:49:08.778+07:00Stop Abortion 2<img src="http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i288/Tedz_hutz/obama_abortion1.gif" alt="Stop Abortion"/><br />
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Hi Mommy!<br />
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I am only 3/4 of an inch long.<br />
But I have all my organs.<br />
I love the sound of your voice.<br />
Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs.<br />
The sound of your heart beats my <b>favorite lullaby</b>...<br />
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Month Two<br />
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Mommy,<br />
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.<br />
If you could see me... See More<br />
You could definitely tell that I am a <b>baby</b>.<br />
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.<br />
It is so nice and warm in here.<br />
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Month Three<br />
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You know what Mommy,<br />
I’m a <b>boy</b>!<br />
I hope that makes you happy.<br />
I always want you to be happy.<br />
I don’t like it when you cry.<br />
You sound so sad.<br />
It makes me sad too,<br />
And I cry with you even though<br />
You can’t hear me.<br />
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Month Four<br />
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Mommy,<br />
My hair is starting to grow.<br />
It is very short and fine... See More<br />
But I will have a lot of it.<br />
I spend a lot of my time exercising.<br />
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes<br />
And stretch my arms and legs.<br />
I am becoming quite good at it too.<br />
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Month Five<br />
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You went to the doctor today.<br />
Mommy, he lied to you.<br />
He said that I’m not a baby.<br />
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.<br />
I think and feel.<br />
Mommy, what’s <b>abortion</b> ?<br />
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Month Six<br />
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I can hear that doctor again.<br />
I don’t like him.<br />
He seems cold and heartless.<br />
Something is intruding my home.<br />
The doctor called it a needle.<br />
Mommy what is it? It burns!<br />
Please make him stop!<br />
I can’t get away from it!<br />
Mommy! Help me!<br />
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Month Seven<br />
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Mommy,<br />
I am okay.<br />
I am in God’s arms....<br />
He is holding me.<br />
He told me about <b>abortion</b>.<br />
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?<br />
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Every <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/please-stop-baby-abortion.html">abortion </a>is just…<br />
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One more heart that was stopped.<br />
Two more eyes that will never see.<br />
Two more hands that will never touch.<br />
Two more legs that will never run.<br />
One more mouth that will never speak.teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-42737228574587046422010-06-06T21:24:00.001+07:002010-06-07T09:34:14.493+07:00Pain is the beginning of happiness<img src="http://neon.otago.ac.nz/research/mfc/pubs/reviews/earth.jpg" alt="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com"/><br />
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<b>Pain is the beginning of happiness</b><br />
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When a young oyster going to move or searching a food, it will open its shell, open, close, open, close.<br />
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One day, when the shell is opened, there's a sand go inside the oyster shell. The young oyster is crying to the mother, "Mommy, it's hurt, there is a sand came inside my body". <br />
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The mother answer," be patient my child, just ignore the <b>pain</b>, if needed, give your best of your kind heart to the sand who's hurting you"<br />
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The young oyster follow the mother advice. He <b>cry</b> and cry, but he use his tears to wrap the incoming sand into his body. He do it repeatly and slowly the <b>pain</b> is gone and vanish.<br />
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A few moments later, the shells were harvested. Shells with sand are seperated from shells with no sand. And the shells without sand are sold with a very low price become food and shells with sand are sold with a very high price, why?<br />
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Because the sand wrapped with <b>tears</b> in the shell has turned into the <b>core of pearl</b>.<br />
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Moral Message : <br />
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If we never <b>suffered</b>, we will become like the oyster steamed in a sale which sold on the roadside. Conversely if we are able to face all the suffering even able to give benefits to others when we are suffering, we will be the pearl in the place of <b>honor</b> Also used by <b>respectable people</b>.<br />
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There are words that I remember often, "No pain no gain". <b>Process</b> is hurt, many success people had through their pain process and when they through it, they will enjoy their hardwork that they achieve in a long time. Many human can't bear the pain and they stop in the middle of the road, they protest, they cried, they even angry, but we don't know there is a great thing waiting for us. <br />
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Scare being hurt, scare being fail,scare being ashame, and many other things. They are no <b>success</b> we can gain easily without a hardwork and pain. But always look for the positive side, after dawn there are always a bright. <br />
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Have a nice weekend my friends<br />
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Love,<br />
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Teddyteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-49433767234573079812010-06-02T19:05:00.000+07:002010-06-02T19:05:24.681+07:00Another AwardI'm almost forgot that I got an award from <a href="http://opinibureto.blogspot.com">http://opinibureto.blogspot.com</a><br />
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Today I post it hehe..sorry for the late post, and I would like to pass this award to my other friend :) <br />
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1. <a href="http://atokz.blogspot.com/">http://atokz.blogspot.com/</a><br />
2. <a href="http://mixedfreshinfo.blogspot.com/">http://mixedfreshinfo.blogspot.com/</a><br />
3. <a href="http://yanconx.blogspot.com/">http://yanconx.blogspot.com/</a><br />
4. <a href="http://zona-klik.blogspot.com/">http://zona-klik.blogspot.com/</a><br />
5. <a href="http://dj-site.blogspot.com/">http://dj-site.blogspot.com/</a><br />
6. <a href="http://foolstars.blogspot.com/">http://foolstars.blogspot.com/</a><br />
7. <a href="http://www.saiadezca.blogspot.com/">http://www.saiadezca.blogspot.com/</a><br />
8. <a href="http://loveto-share.blogspot.com/">http://loveto-share.blogspot.com/</a><br />
9. <a href="http://koleksi-osi.blogspot.com/">http://koleksi-osi.blogspot.com/</a><br />
10.<a href="http://godsheart-heart2heart.blogspot.com/">http://godsheart-heart2heart.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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Thanks all for being my dear friends :)<br />
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Love,<br />
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Tedteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-66057240683127177672010-05-26T17:16:00.000+07:002010-05-26T17:27:17.088+07:007 Golden Rules Of Life<a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/7-golden-rules-of-life.html"><img src="http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i288/Tedz_hutz/SevenSoldiersofVictory.jpg" alt="iammysuperhero.blogspot.com"/></a><br />
<b>7 Golden <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/7-golden-rules-of-life.html">Rules </a>Of Life</b> !!!<br />
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1st<br />
Don't let someone become a <b>priority</b> in your life, when you are just an option in their life.<br />
Relationships work best when they are balanced. There's only one, He is GOD. If you let someone become a priority in your life, you will ruin you own life, because all of your focus is just for the people who you priority, we must keep balance so our life can go on smoothly :)<br />
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2nd<br />
<b>Never explain yourself to anyone</b>.<br />
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who doesn't like you won't believe it. In the other words,other peoples don't like to hear about you but peoples like to talk about themselves.<br />
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3rd<br />
When you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free.<br />
When you keep saying you have no time, then you will never have time.<br />
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow, then your tomorrow will never come.<br />
the other word is ,"Don't make <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/04/avoid-creating-reason-as-much-as.html">Excuse</a>"<br />
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4th<br />
When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.<br />
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.<br />
Choice is yours. The other word is,"Chase your dream in your sleep or chase your dream in your life"<br />
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5th<br />
We make them cry who care for us.<br />
We cry for those who never care for us.<br />
And we care for those who will never cry for us.<br />
This is the truth of life, it's strange but true. Once you realize this, it's never too late to change. This is because peoples are too selfish to their own desire. <br />
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6th<br />
Don't make <b>promise</b> when you are in joy.<br />
Don't reply when you are <b>sad</b>.<br />
Don't take decision when you are <b>angry</b>.<br />
Think twice, act twice. The other word is "<b>Think before act</b>, but don't think too much"<br />
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7th<br />
Time is like river. You can't touch the same water twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again. It is your decision to waste your time or not :)<br />
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Hope that this post can bless you all, have a nice day and God bless you<br />
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Love,<br />
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Teddyteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-57497182219057535112010-05-25T17:09:00.000+07:002010-05-25T17:11:00.604+07:00After dawn there will always a tomorrow<img src="http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i288/Tedz_hutz/PearTree.jpg"/><br />
Once upon a time, there was a father with four sons. One day, the father order his sons to go the jungle to see a <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/after-dawn-there-will-always-tomorrow.html">pear tree</a>. The first son go to the jungle in <b>Winter</b>, second son in <b>Sprint</b>, and the third son in <b>Summer</b>, and the fourth in <b>Autumn</b>.<br />
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When there is time they are back from the jungle, they give a report to their father. The first son said,"The <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/after-dawn-there-will-always-tomorrow.html">Pear tree</a> looks very ugly and its stem is crooked". The second son said,"The tree is filled with many promising green buds". The third son said,"The Tree is filled with many flowers with a very good smell", And at last the fourth son come and disagree with them. He said,"The tree is filled with many ripe fruits and good smell"<br />
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Then the father said to them, "All of you are right, only that you all see a <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/after-dawn-there-will-always-tomorrow.html">tree </a>in a different time, From now on, don't judge the life just base on a difficult time". When we are in a difficult situation, everything looks not promising, there are many failures and many dissapoint things. We can't escape the situation, because we must face it. Don't blame yourself even other people or don't feel that we are can't do this thing that thing, Stupid, fool, or bad luck.<br />
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If we are not patient enough in spring, summer then when we are at a winter, we will lose a spring and a summer which promise us a hope, and we will not have harvest a result in a winter. <br />
Remember that in a very difficult <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/after-dawn-there-will-always-tomorrow.html">situation</a>, there will always a way. "Everything beautiful in its time". All we have to do is keep fighting and never give up and always remember in <b>God</b> and keep praying until something happen :) Keep positive in our mind and keep focus in doing our task.<br />
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<blockquote>The darkness of night will not endure forever, dawn will come tomorrow to drive away the darkness</blockquote><br />
God bless you all :)<br />
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with Love,<br />
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Teddyteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-25543015069990096312010-05-25T12:19:00.000+07:002010-05-25T12:19:36.209+07:00Got awards from my friendsHey there sorry for the late post, I'm being busy in my past week... so today I'll post my award here :) <br />
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Thanks to my friends for giving me this awards <br />
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Ferdinand<br />
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Mommyyus<br />
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and <br />
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intan<br />
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before that , I must finish my tag first :)<br />
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1. Do you like to paint? <br />
- Yep, I like it, but I don't have a skill to paint, because if I paint a cow, I got a horse :p<br />
2. What are you doing when you are getting bored?<br />
- The important thing I will not hanging on the three :D<br />
3. Why the snail walk slowly? <br />
- It's the waste of time to analyze the snail walking Lol<br />
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4. How old is your blog? <br />
- hmmm...My blog is a new baby born :D<br />
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5. From when you know about blogging ? <br />
- Hmmm...very long time , but I just starting this year<br />
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6. Why did you interest in blogging? <br />
- Because I want to share to everybody how fun is life, and how challenging is this life, and if I can, I want to motivate and inspire all of my friend and looking for friends<br />
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7. What is the plus minus from your blog<br />
- Hmmm... don't know too... maybe you can give me a critic or suggestion please :)<br />
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8. I would like to give back this award to 5 of my blogger friends :) <br />
- they are : <br />
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1. <a href="http://yanconx.blogspot.com/">Yanconx</a><br />
2. <a href="http://muzzymusthofa.blogspot.com/">Muzzy</a><br />
3. <a href="http://zona-klik.blogspot.com/">imoel</a><br />
4. <a href="http://foolstars.blogspot.com/">intan</a><br />
5. <a href="http://loveto-share.blogspot.com/">Dittow</a><br />
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hehe done...i'm sorry if I don't follow the rule , because I'm not quite understand :pteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-44412281873911125882010-05-19T17:37:00.000+07:002010-05-19T17:37:05.103+07:00Woman Tears (tribute for all woman)<Img src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/8/8512554_94caa8d980.jpg"/><br />
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If a woman cry in front of you, that because she can't hold it anymore.<br />
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If you hold her hand when she's crying, she will live with you in your lifetime.<br />
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If you let her go, she will not come back to herself like the past time forever! <br />
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A woman will not cry easily, except in front of the people that she really loves, she will become weak in front of people that she loves really.<br />
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A woman will not cry easily except in front of the people who dear so much by her, she will lower her ego.<br />
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Hey men and boys, if a woman cried because you,please hold their hands with a full of love because she is the one who will stay with you in a lifetime<br />
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Hey men and boys, if a women cry because of you, please don't dump her, maybe because of your decision,<br />
you destroy her life.<br />
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When she cry in front of you, when she cry because of you, look into her eyes deeply, can you see and can you feel her pain that she got because of you?<br />
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In the day where God created a woman, an angel asked to God,"What is the special from this creation of You?<br />
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God answered,"there are many specials in this creation of mine". Behind her <b>tender</b> , she has a very big power inside of her. Her <b>speech</b> is a truth. Her <b>smile</b> is a spirit for the one she loves. Her <b>hug</b> and her <b>kiss</b> can warmth her sons.<br />
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She is <b>smile</b> when she saw her friend laugh. <br />
She is <b>touched</b> when she saw her son become a champion.<br />
She <b>cry</b> when she saw a <b>pain</b>.<br />
She can <b>smile</b> behind her <b>sad</b><br />
She is very happy when she saw <b>birth</b><br />
She is very <b>sad</b> when she saw a <b>death</b><br />
Her <b>tears</b> can bring a <b>peace</b><br />
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But she always forget one thing...<br />
"What is that God?",the angel asked.<br />
<b>"She forget how much precious she is"</b><br />
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<Blockquote>Woman is a pearl, a mother of human, a joy to a guy, a peace to the family, a life to the son, a helper to the people, a love to son and people who's sad </blockquote><br />
Hey woman, if you think you are not deserved in this world, you are truely <b>wrong!</b> You are deserved in this world, because you are very <b>precious</b>, even God valued you more than everthing and God admit you that you are very precious.<br />
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Hey woman, if you are <b>broken heart</b> now, remember that you have a big power to rise up, you have a great spirit to rise up that a guy don't have. <br />
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Hey woman, remember that all of the man who become a success people in this world is because they have a great woman to accompany him. There's a famous word,<b>"Behind a great man, there is a great woman"</b>, so woman, you are very precious and you are more than jewel for man. <br />
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If there is a man who don't appreciate you, just don't care about him, you have your life alone out there and find someone who can loves you,who can appreciate you more than him. <br />
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Even God used Mary to born <b>Jesus Christ</b>, it was a prove that God Himself very appreciate woman. So guys, please don't dissapoint a woman, even your lover, your mother, or every woman you meet. Because they are precious, her tears is valuable, don't waste them.<br />
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Dedicated to all women in this world!<br />
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You are all a great woman, thanks you all for become a great woman in this world :)<br />
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God bless you all !teddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-89726813324703233192010-05-12T21:47:00.000+07:002010-05-12T21:49:34.037+07:00Smile Smile Smile, Is that too hard?<a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/smile-smile-smile-is-that-too-hard.html"><img src="http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i288/Tedz_hutz/smile.jpg"></a><br />
Before you read this, please smile with a big wide <b>smile</b> :D <br />
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Hey come on, let's smile :D<br />
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It's to hard for you to <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/smile-smile-smile-is-that-too-hard.html">smile</a>? come let's do it again<br />
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say cheeeeeeessseeeeee :D<br />
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hmmmm.....I don't see a smile again...<br />
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Hey come on guys, it's not too hard to <b>smile </b><br />
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let's do it again.....<br />
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Smileeeeeeeeeee , peeacceeeeee :D<br />
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hmmmm....why you are not smiling again :) <br />
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okay let me give you this<br />
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Now I can see your smile now hehe :) <br />
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It's that fun to have a <b>smile </b>in ourself ? Did you ever to think that this world is lack of smile ? The world is too busy to smile, too busy to laugh, too busy to have fun. Actually smile is very easy to do, and in the health research, smile is very good and can effect our age. People who smile a lot have a healthy life than the people who lack of smile. <br />
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Sometimes people is too arogant to smile, when peoples are walking on the street, people always walking with a sour face, there's no smile on their face. Even when they are looking to each other face to face, each of them is too arogant to throw a smile..<br />
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Peoples are put their dignity too high, even for the couple. When one of them is annoyed and one of them is making a joke to him, he will not <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/smile-smile-smile-is-that-too-hard.html">smile </a>even the joke is very funny that's because their dignity is too high. What's the purpose for that? it just lead them to break their relationship.<br />
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Why a smile can make us <b>healtier </b>because when we are stress, sad, annoyed, angry, our body produce a substance that can poison our body that's why people who stress, sad many times is die faster. And if we are <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/smile-smile-smile-is-that-too-hard.html">smile</a>, our body produce a substance that can kill a bactery, virus or bad cell in our body<br />
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What is the purpose from the smile ? <br />
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<b>A Smile can make us healthier</b><br />
Like I wrote above, a smile can make us healthier and to help us stay young (i remember a song which title is forever young haha)<br />
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<b>A Smile can make our day pass faster </b><br />
Do you ever feel very bored when you are at the office, school, or wherever? If that so, then you lack of smile at there? Am I right? Then when you talk and chat to your friend and always smile and laugh, do you feel that the day is very fast to past? If you feel it so you are smiling everytime :) <br />
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<b>A Smile is the start from the relationship </b><br />
Yes the <b>smile </b>is the start from the relationship? Do you think that a sour face and the angry face can make peoples adore you? or like you or <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/meaning-of-true-love.html">loves</a> you? no way :) Smile is the first step to start a <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/meaning-of-true-love.html">realtionship</a>. When we introduction each one of us, we use smile..What do you think an introduction with a smile is more effective than not with a smile? :)<br />
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<b>A Smile even can save people from disease </b><br />
Even with a smile we can <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/your-word-can-heal-sick-people.html">help people</a> who is in the hospital, with a smile on your face, people will very happy and will smile to you too. Remember what I wrote above? :) This why in a hospital, nurses are been taught to smile to the patient frequently. <br />
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<b>A Smile can raise up the spirit</b><br />
A smile can raise up people who have <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/04/regret-and-depressed.html">lost everything</a> , broken heart, even the people who want to have a suicide, with a smile to the people, it show them that there's still people who care to him/her. This can help their spirit to continue the life.<br />
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<b>Even A Smile can help you pass a job interview</b><br />
Funny is it? yes, A smile can help us to pass a job interview, because it is a plus to us if we have a <b>smile </b>and the boss will like us too than an employee with a sour face. <br />
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<b>A Smile is the key to start the day with a success day</b><br />
Do you ever to have an experience, when you are get up from the bed, and you feel very <a href="http://">lazy</a>, you feel very bored, and you feel that you want only holiday that day? And then you brush your teeth, but you run out the toothpaste, and then you go out from the bathroom and you slip yourself and you fall down, and then when you go to the work, there's suddenly a rain and you forget to take the umbrella, what do you feel that day? you feel very angry and a very bad mood, and it will continue a long day. So how to avoid this, <b>SMILE</b>! when you get up, have a smile first, even you run out the toothpaste, just smile and enjoy, and even you fall down, just enjoy and smile, then try to compare which day is happier? <br />
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Imagine if this world is full of smile and happiness, there will be no <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/i-dissapointed-my-family.html">sad, tears, angry</a>, even criminal..I'm waiting for that day come, and I know that day will come :) so guys, if you are reading this, let's the day from now to smile often :D A little smile from you can bring joy to the world, pass the smile to everyone you meet and everyone you know... let's make the world that fill with a full smile ^^<br />
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Don't worry people will say you crazy because you smile often, because I'm always smile in my office and always happy, even when I have a big problem, I try to be happy and smile and suddenly the problem is very easy to pass. <br />
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Let's start a <b>SMILE </b>DAY today, do you agree? <br />
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SMILE ^^<br />
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GOD bless you all forever ^^<br />
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love , Tedteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8809975640707952234.post-23967312510757104462010-05-11T21:23:00.000+07:002010-05-11T21:25:04.371+07:00Meaning of True Love<img src="http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i288/Tedz_hutz/2008_05_02_true_love.jpg"><br />
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Today , when I'm cleaning my hardisk I found a video that I like very much. This video clip became popular years ago, and many of peoples using it to touch many peoples and then I'll post it again here :) <br />
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and watch this one too<br />
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<a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/meaning-of-true-love.html">Love</a>, love, love, maybe it is a very hot topic to discuss in this world. We can see through a movie, a book , novel, even in at school, office, and many other places. Let's go to the topic about true love, do you know what is the meaning of true love ? maybe some of peoples will say, true love is when two peoples sharing their time, their life, their money, or maybe people will say true love is when two peoples are unite as one, as a wife and husband. <br />
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Love needs cares, patient, time, succumb and the most important thing is that love needs <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/04/miracle-testimony-from-passion-of.html">sacrifice</a>! On the video above we see that the guy loves the girl very much and he sacrifice the very valuable things for the girl, his eyes. In this day, is there any people who can do that? <br />
In this video we can learn something : <br />
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<b>Don't judge people too fast </b><br />
In the video, we can see that when the guy leave the girl, the girl is quickly judge the guy left him because the girl can't see again or blind, so he judged the guy is the same to the other guys that just only want to take advantage from girl. <br />
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<b>Love needs to be pursued </b><br />
In this video, we saw that the girl making her effort to pursue the guy she love. Yes, for girl, it is not too good to pursue a guy, but if a girl can make a effort without the guy knowing the girl want to pursue him, it is better than sitting silently without doing anything is more <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/you-are-loser.html">loser </a>than doing things. <br />
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<b>Love needs a responsible </b><br />
Love needs a responsible, because love is not for <b>fun</b>, or not for played, in love we must responsible all the thing we do. If we <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/meaning-of-true-love.html">love </a>someone, we must love him/her till the end. If we don't have a <b>responsible</b> , please don't love people, and don't make other people loves you. Because you can hurt people heart, even you can kill his/her fortune.<br />
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<b>Love is not accepting the plus but the minus</b><br />
Do you love a guy or girl because he/she is pretty or handsome? he is white? she has a long hair and everything? If you love people by that, that's not a true love :), how about if your lover is a blind people? a deaf, a people can't speak, or maybe a people who can't walk properly? Can you love him/her if he/she have such <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/you-are-loser.html">condition</a>, in the video, we can see that the guy show the really true love, but not the girl. Because when she know that her ex-boyfriend give her his eyes and become blind, she just stopping and not taking action to call him.<br />
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I'm very grateful because my wife can accept me even when I have a big process right now, when I can't walk properly and became paralyzed, she still loyal lo love me and take care of me. She's really my spirit in my life. And she's my true love :) <br />
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<b>Love needs trust</b><br />
What will happened if there is no trust in love? then it will become a ruined love and the love will not become a strong <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/05/meaning-of-true-love.html">love</a>. Because a trust is a shield to protect the love and the couple. If the love lack of trust and when someone is trying to destroy the relationship, it will be very easy to destroy because lack of trust.<br />
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<b>True love is when someone willing to sacrifice his life for the one he loves</b><br />
The very important point in this video is, <b>Loves is sacrifice</b> if we are willing to <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/04/miracle-testimony-from-passion-of.html">sacrifice </a>our very precious thing for the people we love, the love is really expensive more than this world. And I think in this world there are no such people who can sacrifice his life for his <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/04/do-you-love-your-beloved-one-enough.html">beloved </a>one but there's only one who can sacrifice his life for people who love, He is <a href="http://iammysuperhero.blogspot.com/2010/04/miracle-testimony-from-passion-of.html">Jesus from nazareth</a> who sacrifice his life for human that He loves :) and He is God of god..<br />
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And now the question is, for you who are in relationship or married, are you willing to sacrifice yourself for the one who loved much :) ?<br />
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Hope this article can bless you all my friend <br />
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Love you allteddytrumphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10987621066690195448noreply@blogger.com10